Saturday, March 20, 2010

chapter 1

rose in the snow Pictures, Images and Photos
Snow Flake

My eyes shut tight as I felt the slight breeze. The beating of my heart rapidly increased and the blood flowed through my veins as I fell down a flight of stairs. My eyes fluttered open and I witnessed a boy lying in front of me. I didn't exactly get the chance to examine his face because I was running late to school. The only thing that remained in my mind was his scent and his gray sweater. My face was practically buried in this guy's chest and the only thing on my mind was getting to school on time.
I quickly lifted myself off of him and began dashing towards the gates to Seika High School. I frantically ran past every door till I reached the room I was supposed to be in - Room 5A. Luckily, I was early enough to make it into the gates, but the problem was that I was late to class. The bell rang in my ears as I opened the door to my classroom.Every head snapped towards my direction as I stepped into the classroom.A girl sighed in her seat, "I thought it was Kyle!" They turned their gazes away from me and to their fingernails. It was obvious that no one ever noticed me and never tried to acknowledge the fact that I was there.
This school consisted of all rich kids. Why do you ask that I go this kind of school? Well it's because my parents insisted that I go to this school. I may not be rich, but what people do not know about me is that I am incredibly intelligent. Most people at this school would only pay attention to someone if they were rich or famous. Well personally, I'm not interested in these types of people. They seemed more arrogant than kind or generous. The only person that liked me even though I was poor, was a girl named Riku.
I waved at her as her lips curved into a smile. She was the only girl that I knew in this class. I couldn’t remember anyone else’s name other then hers I guess that was one of my problems - I couldn't remember names well, so I usually nicknamed people. When I first met Riku, I sat next to her in this classroom. I would keep annoying her by talking constantly. She would call me annoying or weird, but as we kept conversing, we realized that we had so many similar interests. We became friends in an instant.
Riku is the type of girl that never speaks to anyone, not because of shyness, but because she doesn't like to interact with people unless she gets to know them well. She had short black hair and dark eyes that made others so frightened of her. I personally wasn't, because I knew her inside out. From day one, she was known as the ice queen because of her cold personality towards others.
Everyone assumes that she’s mean and has a cold personality. In reality, she’s very kind and trustworthy. She’s the only one that would remain friends with you even if the whole world was against you. I remember the first day I brought lunch to school and I only had rice and eggs. Everyone else bought expensive school lunch that was $50 a plate. I was the poor girl that had to bring home lunch and pray for someone else to buy me school lunch.
Apparently, Riku was the type of person that didn’t care what others thought. She gladly switched lunches with me so that people wouldn't stare as much. That was the kindest thing that anyone had ever done for me. That's what made her such a great friend.
While sitting next to Riku, I dug in my bag for my textbooks. All of them had scribbles and notes in them. I wasn't really a clean person. The continuous chatter of girls stopped as the door flung open. My attention went back to Riku and I whispered, "My mom had to literally pull me off the bed to wake me up. I think I have a back ache."She burst out in laughter, "Karen, you're such an interesting girl. I'm glad I met you.""Me too. I don’t know what I would’ve done without you."As we kept conversing, I saw from the corner of my eyes two boys walk into the classroom. One of them had brown hair and the other had red hair. I called him tomato head and the other, arrogant prince. I whispered, "They sound like pigs when they squeal."She giggled, "You’re so right! They do sound like pigs!"Riku suddenly said, "Look, he's staring at you!"I averted my eyes to them."Who?""Kyle.""Who's Kyle?""You don't know Kyle? He's the brown haired guy over there."I shrugged, "I don't remember names.""He looks like he's interested in you."I frowned, "Like hell. I'm not interested in him. I already have too many annoying guys in my life, my brother and my dad."She laughed once more, "True."I glanced back at who was staring at me. Our eyes met and I felt something. My heart thumped and I felt my hands get sweaty. I quickly denied this feeling telling myself, "He's so arrogant and self centered. I hate those types of people."
Suddenly, that brought me to thinking about my past, the first guy I ever liked. In kinder garden, I confessed to a guy I liked and he rejected me. He crushed my dreams of ever having the perfect romance every girl dreamed of. He told me that no one would ever like me and that I was the ugliest thing alive. I know this is a long time ago, but it remained in my head forever. I didn't want to get hurt again. Besides, being single isn't that bad. If Riku ever liked anyone, I wouldn't have to like him too and then break our friendship. I didn't have to deal with drama if he cheated on me. Rejection can be a bitch. I don't have to deal with that either. Life is perfect the way it is, I don't want to ruin it with the thought of boys.
Class began as the teacher walked into the classroom. Riku and I usually wrote notes to each other at this time. When we laughed, the teacher wouldn't say anything because she was deathly afraid of Riku's glare. She doesn't even try to say anything when she knows we're passing notes. The funny thing is that, Riku hasn’t even done anything. I guess teachers listen to rumors as well. I wonder what it would be like to be Riku. She's rich, but she hates it. I'm the exact opposite...
AFTER 2 CLASSES
It was finally lunch time and I couldn't stand my stomach growling any longer. I stretched and headed towards the exit while yawning. Riku followed as I shoved the arrogant prince aside in order for me to get to the exit. All the girls came rushing towards me. They looked furious, "How dare you shove Kyle and Jesse?!"I sighed, "Look. I'm just trying to leave the classroom, but this dude over here wouldn't move and so I was being kind to others by pushing him out of the way. What am I supposed to do? I don't give a crap about what you guys think so leave me alone."Honestly, I was being moodier than usual because of my hunger.They stuttered, "Well... um... you shouldn't..."I interrupted, "Why? So I don’t get a scratch on your beautiful charming prince’s face?" No one answered my question and so I continued walking towards the exit while having my bag over my shoulder. Right when I opened the door, I felt a hand on my left shoulder."What now?" I turned around and saw the black haired guy.He apologized, "I'm sorry about them, but I believe that you were a little too mean."I sighed, "Alright, I'm sorry, but I'm kind of in a hurry. I'm hungry as hell."He chuckled, "You're interesting and kind of pretty."I was about to vomit. Is he serious? He's so strange. He thinks I’m interesting? More like unique. "You’re gross and weird."All the girls gasped as I said this. "Let's go Riku. I'm annoyed."As we continued into the hallway, someone came up towards us. It was Tomato head."Hey wait up. Karen, you really are strange. If you treat him badly you know he can cause your family to go broke."My expression changed from annoyed to shock. Crap, what have I gotten myself into?"Really?""Yeah, but its fine. I'll talk to him. You guys seem pretty cool."I let out a huge breath, "Thanks, but I really got to go."I felt my stomach throb in pain from holding in my hunger for too long. Both me and Riku left to our secret lunch place.

Chapter 1 completed.... please continue to chapter 2

chapter 2

Riku and I always ditched the lunch room for a better place. We went outside where there was a beautiful garden filled with roses and tulips. I fell in love with everything in that garden especially the cherry blossom trees. As we walked through the pathway towards the garden, I witnessed a squirrel and other living creatures. Since it was spring, the flowers were blooming and they were amazing. I felt the slight spring breeze blow through my hair as we arrived next to a fountain. We unpacked the lunches we brought from home and began stuffing our faces.
It was strange because basically packed each other's lunches. Riku loved eating my food and I loved eating hers. We would always switch lunch boxes to have a taste of rich and poor. She would always bring food like lobsters, shrimp, caviar, while I only had rice with eggs. No one would judge me for what I brought since no one was usually in this garden.
I loved this garden more than any place in the world. I was never judged and I could always be happy and entertained even though there were only flowers and a fountain there. Even without Riku, I'd come here all by myself. I didn't mind being alone, just as long as I got to see the cherry blossoms and the roses."Hey... Riku, what do you plan on becoming in the future?"She sighed, "I guess I'll have to take over my dad's company in the future... what are you going to become?"I answered, "I don't know... I've always wanted to just open up a flower shop and grow flowers. It's not that interesting, but I guess I've loved the scent of flowers. It just reminds me that the world is such a beautiful place yet no one realizes it."
Riku laughed, "I didn’t know the tough tomboyish Karen could have such a girly dream!"I glared at her comment, "HEY! I am a girl! Who says I'm a tomboy? I can be as girly as the other girls at this school! It's NOT that hard!!!"She burst out laughing, "And someone girly as you would wear a guy's uniform at work?"My mouth dropped open, "Oh my god! How did you know I worked?"She grinned, "Just my ways. I know things."I laughed, "Riku, you're freaking me out! Are you stalking me?""Yeah. I'm stalking you! No, it's just that one day you left your text book at my house and when I followed you, you went inside a restaurant. I thought you were just going to eat there so I went in. I couldn't find you so I asked around, but they told me that you worked there. I didn't want to bother you while you were working so I just left."I grinned, "Oh, I thought you were stalking me!"She poked my sides, "You think I'd stalk you? In your dreams!""Why would I dream about that? Anyways, you should've come in. I would've given you FREE SERVICE!""Oh, alright! I'll just go there next time!""YUP!"We started eating our lunches and discussing about our lives."So... how's life at home?"She replied, "Terrible... my mom's begging me to shop at expensive stores. She hates it when I wear baggy clothes and hoodies."I frowned, "You know, I'd kill to switch lives with you! My parents are the opposite. They pay me to shop at cheap stores with clothes that cost less than 5 dollars. They love the word 'HOODIE'. In fact, hoodies are too expensive for my family as well."We kept on arguing about how much we wanted to switch lives, until the bell interrupted us. We packed up our lunches and headed towards the school.AFTER SCHOOL
Finally, school's over! I stretched my arms and yawned, while shoving my books into my bag. Thank god, I go to a rich school. I don't have to clean the classrooms anymore. The memory of punishment struck my mind. I used to clean bathrooms and classrooms after for being late. My teachers despised me for outsmarting them. One teacher got so angry; she made me clean for hours without stopping. I'm glad that I don't have to deal with that anymore.
While walking home, I noticed the flowers bloom and the butterflies as they flew passed me. I usually walked home with Riku, but she had an important meeting to attend to. There was a limo waiting for her at school and I obviously couldn't go with her, so I decided to walk home again. By the way, it was NOT rare seeing a limo at our school. Everyone rode limos and expensive cars while I walked or rode a bike to school.
Before reaching the stairs, someone tapped my shoulders. I smelt a familiar scent coming from the person behind me. What was it? "Do you have something against me?"I twirled around and discovered that the hand belonged to the arrogant prince. The question made me feel as though it was entirely my fault. He really didn't do anything, but I guess I was the one being rude."I mean... you practically knocked me over this morning and you called me weird. I don't really get what I did wrong."
Now I remember, the scent was when I bumped into him this morning. I fell on him and left him there without saying sorry. Now, I felt kind of sorry and mean for judging him like that even though he didn't do anything. I mean, it's not his fault he's arrogant. I should apologize.
I frowned, "I'm sorry... today wasn't really a great day for me. I'm usually not this easily annoyed, but something just made me grumpy." His angelic smile almost struck me unconscious. Wait did I just say angelic? I must be blind. "No, it's fine. I have those bad days too. We should start fresh since that wasn't a proper greeting."He stuck his hand out in front of him. "My name is Kyle."Oh, so that was his name. I don't think I'll remember that, but I guess I'll just act like I remember. I shook his hand and replied, "I'm Karen."
My body froze up and I felt like an electric shock flowed through my whole body as I shook his hand. Without hesitation, I quickly pulled my hand away. Embarrassment was written all over my face as I blushed. What was this sensation? It couldn't be anything like love, is it? No it can't be. I just met him. I tried to run away from what just happened by using work as an excuse."I'm really sorry, but I have to go to work. I guess I'll see you later."
I waved at him and strided across a puddle of mud beneath me. My mind went back to when Kyle shook my hand and smiled with those beautiful teeth. Did I just remember his name? How do I remember? That's impossible. Before I finished walking up the steps, Kyle yelled, "So where do you work at?" I shouted back, "A sushi bar." He smiled, "Well, good luck!" I rushed to the bus stop in time to be able to ride the bus. I wonder why he actually spoke to me. It doesn't seem like rich arrogant guys would talk to poor ugly girls like me. If I were a rich arrogant guy and I met a girl so mean like me, I'd just avoid her.Karen, don't trust him. He's probably trying to get to Riku or he's trying to make fun of you. I closed my eyes in relief, thinking that he would never be able to make me fall in love with him or even get close to me or Riku. I'll just keep pushing him away.AT WORK
I finally arrived in front of the sushi bar. There were so many people inside the restaurant that I didn't have space to breathe. While shoving through the crowd, I witnessed my boss' sharp glare. He pointed at his watch, "YOU’RE LATE!"I grinned, "Just cut me some slack! I’ve never been late! Please don't fire me?" I gave him the puppy look with my lower lip sticking out. I hope my pouting works!He suddenly shook his head in disapproval.
"Don't ever do that face again! I'll give you a chance since this is your first time being late." He turned around and went to go complain at one of the new waitresses. I let out a huge breath. I swear, he is one strict boss. He never gives chances to anyone, but he became more human after getting a girlfriend. I thought it was kind of cute. He was really an introverted guy, but after he met her, he started connecting with more people and became more outgoing. She really changed him.
Suddenly, I wondered, will Kyle change if I went out with him? Maybe his arrogant behavior will change. I shook my head in anger. Why am I thinking about him again? Why can't I just get him out of my mind for an eternity! All day after I spoke to him, my mind has been constantly going back to Kyle.
I quickly changed into my uniform, but obviously it was for guys. I hated the lacing that girls got on their uniform. It was way too uncomfortable for me. The thought of wearing something that revealing, made me nauseous. Well, in other people's minds, they weren't even that revealing, but I used it as an excuse to avoid the itchy lace that irritated my skin so much. I could just imagine myself scratching like no other.
After getting changed, I headed to the kitchen. There stood Jamie and Bo. Bo was the chef and Jamie was one of my friends from middle school; she worked here also. Bo was like a father to me. He took care of me and always covered for me whenever I couldn't make it to work. That's how I had such a perfect record even though I was always late."Hey! How was school? Are you going to rant about the snobby rich kids at your school again?" Bo questioned."Nope, not today, but I did have a bad day."He laughed, "Of course.""I fell down a flight of stairs and ended up knocking over an innocent guy. At the same time, I forgot to eat breakfast, so I got super grumpy. I ended up causing drama with the same guy and called him a weirdo and a snob. I feel really bad, now that I think about it."Both Bo and Jamie burst out laughing. Jamie mumbled, "That's what we were expecting."Bo replied, "You know. That’s not half as bad as last time. Remember? You left your bag on the bus and ended up chasing the bus all over town. You really have no luck."I sighed while laying my head on the counter, "I guess so, but I got you guys to cheer me up. What am I going to do without you guys?"Bo squeezed my right cheek, "Karen, you can always rely on us, but I think you really got to apologize to that guy.""Well... I kind of did, but I don't think I made it seem sincere enough. I didn't even get time to explain things clearly because I needed to get to work."I sighed, "I don't think I can speak to him properly tomorrow. I've never actually spoken to a guy outside of work, home or towards teachers. Besides, he's just another one of those snobby rich kids that think they're all that. I don't think I need to speak to him again after I apologized to him."
Jamie walked over to me and patted my back. "Good job for actually talking to a guy, but I think you should get to know him and then judge him. Maybe he's not really that snobby. Go talk to him and get him something. Take him out to eat, get him chocolate, I don't know... Just do something so that you can show that you're really sorry."I thought for a second, "Maybe I should." She smiled, "It's something to ponder about."I don't want to get involved with this guy, but at the same time, I want to know what type of person he is. Is he really arrogant like I viewed him as? Or am I wrong?AFTER WORK
Luckily, work finished earlier than usual. After so many people came to the restaurant, everyone left and the restaurant was empty so the boss let us go early. As I finished putting on my jacket, I stepped into the pouring rain. During spring, it usually rained like crazy, but I never brought an umbrella. Something very strange about me was that I loved the rain. I loved the smell, the atmosphere, how it felt on my skin and the noise. It made me feel less stressed and calm.
Something about the rain made me feel as though I didn't need to worry about anything and that all my responsibilities could run free. It was as though I was still a child, with no responsibilities and worries. I've always hated being the adult in my family. My parents were busy gambling and enjoying their lives to even care for me and my brother, Jake. I was the one who had to keep my brother healthy and behaving while paying the bills. I hated everything about being the adult. When do I have the time to enjoy my life? Never... except in the rain. I could enjoy twirling and spinning around in the rain without being worried.
In my memories, the only time I received love from my parents was when I was in the rain. My mom would always call me to come inside because she was worried about me. Where did this feeling go? She never worries anymore, I miss them... My eyes shut tight as I felt the rain drop on my finger tips. Jamie shouted out, "Want to use my umbrella?"My eyes fluttered open, "Nope. It's fine."She looked worried, "You'll catch a cold!"I grinned, "Remember? I’m as strong as an ox!"She laughed, "Oh, alright! Well, get home safely! BYE!"She headed towards the opposite direction I was going. Jamie ran off and I was alone once again. My hair and clothes were soaked already and I didn't even care. A sense of depression and happiness mixed in my mind as I thought of the troubles I were to face when I got home. I also thought about how happy I was to be able to escape reality with the rain.Before I finished spinning around, I tripped over something, but was caught by someone. My eyes fluttered open to witness a beautiful pair of hazel colored eyes staring back at me. Above our heads, was a yellow umbrella?
It was him... Kyle. Our faces were inches from each other and his arms carried me. I felt the blush on my cheeks once again and the butterflies grow in my stomach."W... what are you doing here?" Why was I acting so strange? Aren't I supposed to be the tough girl that doesn't get swayed by his looks and fake kindness? I'm supposed to be ignoring him! What's wrong with me?He put me back on my feet and balanced himself. "Oh... well, I was just... um... walking around."I giggled, "So... you're stalking me?"He answered, "Yeah... uh... I mean no. Why would I follow you?"I explained, "That's kind of strange. This is a poor neighborhood and no one that is rich ever passes this place."He sighed, "Okay, I give up. I was following you. I wanted to know where you worked, it seemed interesting."
I questioned, "So... what did you do for... um... over 4 hours?"He scratched the back of his head, "Just looked around." He pointed at all the little stores around the area. It did look pretty interesting. There were so many food stalls and jewelry stores, I couldn't believe my eyes. Why didn't I see those before?"So... what were you doing just now?"
I remembered that I was spinning around in the rain like a crazy person. That embarrassed me a lot! "Okay... I was just enjoying the rain, but why were you here till I finished work?" I tried to change the subject and get him to feel more embarrassed than I was. Something about the question made his joking expression turn serious. "None of your business!"
Just to tease him more, I responded, "Okay... I'll just leave you with your business." I began walking away from him, but before I could leave, he grabbed my hand. "Wait."This sent an electric shock throughout my whole body. I never felt this way before. I quickly slapped his hands away immediately. Why am I reacting this way?"What's wrong?"I stuttered, "n... nothing. I just don't want to get your hands all wet.""No. that's okay.""What do you want? I'm going home. There's no need to follow me anymore."He looked worried and confused, "Are you okay?""I'm fine. I just don't get why you're following me and being nice to me."He smiled, "I just feel like you're actually a nice person and I want to get to know you. I think it's really interesting how you don't act the same way other people do. You seem irritated whenever you see me or talk to me. The reason why I am still following you is because I just don't want you to walk alone when it's so dangerous to be walking alone. I don't want anything bad to happen to you. Especially because you're a girl. I want to at least walk you home, so that I know you are safe."
That made my heart sink. I feel like someone really did care about me and that I am actually seen as a girl. I've always believed that guys thought that I was a guy because I acted so tough, but this comment gave me confidence.
We walked in silence until we reached my house. I got all the courage inside me and asked, "hey... um... thanks for walking me home, and.... I... uh wanted to know if we could have dinner together. Well, I wanted to do something for you since I knocked you over this morning and I wasn't really nice to you either."I wasn't expecting this, but he smiled and his facial expression showed admiration and affection. "Yes. I'd love to."My heart sunk once more and I was overwhelmed with excitement.KYLE'S POV
After walking her to her house, I called up Sebastian (my Chauffer/Butler). Remembering the way she spun around in the rain made my heart thump. The way she smiled, the hidden tint of sadness in her eyes and everything about her, made me feel so different. I felt like myself around her. I usually acted really smart and like I had everything in the world, but around her, I felt like I didn't have everything, like I was missing something special. I've always been curious about what type of girl she was. In class, I'd always see her laughing and smiling, but I was deceived.
One day, I happened to be in the school's garden and I witnessed her crying her heart out. Her friend, Riku wasn't there and she was clutching something in her hands. Her face shined and the tears glistened. Something about her caught my attention. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I kept wishing, I want to be the one to protect her and to wipe her tears. Why do I care about her so much?

CHAPTER 2 COMPLETE.... PLEASE MOVE ON TO CHAPTER 3 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> THANX FOR READING!

chapter 3

Everyday was the same routine. I never woke up early enough to get fully prepared for school. What I wanted most was a mother that’d wake me up in the morning and a father that would wish me luck before school. All I had was a lazy brother and an alarm to wake me up.
I stared at the reflection in front of me; there stood a depressed emo girl. False pretense was written all over her face. She had a fake smile on that could deceive anyone, even her best friend. She had long black hair with bangs that covered her face. There was a tint of sadness in her light brown eyes. There was nothing interesting or pretty about the girl that stood in front of me.
I put on make up to cover my insecurities and straightened my hair to cover my face. I liked the fact that no one looked at me it was way more exciting that way, but was that going to stay forever? I don’t think so, not with Kyle starting to recognize me. I kept reminding myself that I shouldn’t be talking to him, but there was something about him that caught me off guard; his eyes, his words, his warm smile, and everything about him. I don’t even know him that well; all I knew is that he was sweet that night when he took me home.
Suddenly, I heard Jake pound on the door. “KAREN!! HURRY THE FUCK UP!! I NEED TO GO TO THE BATHROOM!!” I rolled my eyes at the door thinking that he could see me through the door, “OKAY! JUST SHUT UP!” I opened the door in his face and walked out. “OUCH!! YOU DIDN’T HAVE TO SMASH THE DOOR IN MY FACE!”
I grinned, “But you wanted me to hurry up.”
He grunted, “You’re a bitch!”
I hurried out the door and headed to school without even thinking about breakfast. I just hope that today will go as planned; I’ll have dinner with Kyle, then I’ll forget about him and move on with life.

AT SCHOOL
Something was definitely up because Riku didn’t even tell me that she wasn’t going to be at school. I sat down in my usual seat but without Riku. That’s when Kyle walked in with the tomato head. He smiled at me while waving. Without thinking about the consequences, I smiled back. All the girls around me realized this and started giving me the deathly glares. Of course, I ignored those girls by texting Riku.
ME: Where are you??
RIKU: Sorry, I forgot to tell you. I’m kinda busy.
ME: What?? You’re avoiding my question.
RIKU: Don’t forget to give me the notes for today.
ME: You’re still avoiding my question.
I could tell that something was up because she didn’t write me a reply.
DURING LUNCH
I went to the garden and I decided to call Riku. After my third try, she answered.
ME: Hello?
RIKU: Hey.
ME: What’s wrong?
RIKU: …..
ME: You know you could tell me anything.
RIKU: ….
ME: Trust me.. I’ll listen.
RIKU: I have to go to China.
ME: What? Why?
I could feel the tears form in my eyes. I knew what was coming. RIku told me this a year ago.
FLASH BACK
There was sadness in her eyes and her expression was dead serious.
“Karen, you shouldn’t get too close to me. All I will do is hurt you and make you sad.”
“Why? I bet you’re the kindest person.”
“No… That’s not what I mean. I might have to move or listen to my parents. They’re definitely going to split us up soon.”
“Oh.. But that’s going to be a long way from now and besides we can still keep in contact.”
PRESENT
RIKU: It’s my parents. They want me to go there to learn more about business and start helping them.
ME: why can’t you just do that here??
RIKU: … it’s complicated. Well, I gotta go. See you tomorrow.
The only thing I could think of was how lonely I was going to be at this stupid rich school and how much I was going to miss Riku. Tears kept flowing from my eyes and I felt like the whole world was against me. Why can’t I have one person to help me? Was god purposely trying to ruin my life?
(AUTHOR’S NOTE: I wrote this part listening to Like a Knife – Secondhand Serenade)

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chapter 4

The next day was the same as the day before. I sat in my seat staring at the board for hours until the bell rang. Nothing was the same without Riku. I bet Kyle used me for that one day. He probably thought I was interesting because I wasn't rich. I didn't have anything the other girls in my class did. I had no looks, no money, no nothing. Why would anyone want to be with someone like me? What made me so special for Kyle to see me differently? That's the thing... nothing.

If I wasn't worried about my brother I wouldn't have tried to come to this school. There's no reason for me to try when there's always someone better. I laid my head on the desk and stared at nothing. The teachers wouldn't bug me because I would answer every question right and they'd feel dumb after trying to make me dumb. I was just that snobby and annoying. Every girl that walked past my desk snickered and made fun of me for losing my best friend. Could my week get any worse?

I hadn't realized it was lunch time until Kyle tapped my shoulder.
"Are you alright? What's wrong?"
I turned away from him and muttered, "Don't touch me and just leave me alone."
"Why are you being like this?"
"No reason. I just want to be left alone."
He definitely didn't fall for that one especially because everyone was talking about Riku leaving.
"Is it because of Riku?"
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"
I covered my face and pretended like I was going to sleep. That's when the unexpected happened. He lifted me out of my seat and held me in his arms. I felt like I was being treated like a kid. This oddly irritated me. "Let me go!"
I kept trying to push him away, but he didn't budge. In the end I gave up and just used his shoulder for my tears.
"Spill your heart out. Let everything go. It's okay... It's okay to be sad. I'll support you."
I cried out, "What do you know? You have everything! Your friends won't leave you! Your parents are alive and your rich! Stop trying to act like you know me! You don't know anything about me! You can't support me!" I pushed him away and tried to run away, but he hugged me from behind.
"I'm not letting go until you promise me that you'll give me a chance. I want to make you feel better. I'll be your support. Even though I have everything that doesn't mean I'm happy. Even though I am happy doesn't mean that I don't understand you. I do... and so please let me explain."

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I decided why not? Why not let him explain? It's not like listening to him won't hurt. After I told him I'd listen, he took me to the school garden. "I thought no one usually came into the garden? How'd you know about this place?"
He smiled, "Why wouldn't I? This place is an amazing place to stay away from people. I love it here."
That shocked me because I assumed that anyone with money would go shopping instead of staying at a place like this. "How often do you come here?"
He shrugged, "Don't know. Just when there's too much people and I need to get away."
"Sounds reasonable."
His mouth opened to say something but it seemed like he couldn't say it because he held back. I guess he decided not the say anything because he began talking about something random.
"I... uh... love these flowers. They remind me of when I was a little kid. Used to always play in the garden with a whole bunch of my friends. I always brought mischief though. Usually ran around smashing all the flowers and such. After my friends would leave, I'd sit there trying to fix all the dead flowers. I don't know why I tried, but I guess its because I felt like flowers were alive. Sometimes I'd visit my garden back home whenever I got sad or I was frustrated. It just felt comforting."
He really wasn't the type of guy I accused him to be. He was a sweet kid that really did see more than just money and fame. That brought a smile to my face.
"You're not the same as those other people in school. I'm sorry I accused you."
"It's fine. Most people would believe that too. I mean who wouldn't? I have everything. You're right. The only thing you don't know is that there's limitations. Being rich gives you society's expectations and less true relationships. I'm worried everyday about who I should trust. Everyone wants to get close to me because of my status. I'm not even the one that's rich. No one knows me for who I truly am..."
He was right. No one really did know him. I only accused him for being a snobby rich kid because others treated him like he was king.

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